Hi! Real World
Am I really ready to face the real world?
I’m an official graduate for a month now and I still feel like nothing much have changed, or nothing really changed. I still feel like doing the things that I usually do when I was a student, the only difference is that I’m not a student. Gosh, do you get what I’m trying to say?
Let me put it this way, when you graduated college, does that mean that you’re expected to immediately look for a job? I don’t really know what to do. There isn’t any article or rule on what to do or what’s not to do, so where should I really place myself?
There isn’t any problem with me looking for a job. i find it more exciting to look for a good company, do some research about them, and what is more thrilling is that when they contact you and invite for an interview and/or exam. The challenge here is how to get all the luck that you need to overcome the people who’ll judge you.
The real world is really not forgiving. Being enough is never really enough. It’s like being in the pool of people at your same level or better people, the challenge is that having something in you that should stand out and make you, somehow, the best. I’m not really sure of what to do. I’m not confident that I can show a good TOR and I’m not even sure if my resume is that impressive. So what’s in store for me?
There’s a lot of thoughts that’s coming into my mind right now. But the question that’s bothering me for days already is what path should I take? Engineering and Photography are completely different industry. I know I could excel both ways, but where should I dig in deeper? What I need now is clarification. A certain light that would lead me to a better path. And I’m not really sure of what would happen to me in the coming days, and I’ll keep on hoping that what’s really for me should prevail. I’m hoping and never did I stop.
Perhaps I’m a little paranoid right now. I’m thinking of a lot of things and I’m pretty sure that I’m not in the good state to make or to critical things. I don’t know when’s the right time to be right, but I believe that now is really not the right now.
I’ve been saying random thoughts again. I just missed blogging. I miss the old me but there’s no other way but to go forward. i haven’t changed a lot and that’s prolly because I haven’t learned from the past. I have self issues to deal with, and I don’t think no one could help me on this. I just need to let this off me and hope to have a better life in the coming days.
God bless us all : )
